What if I'm better off this way?

For most of us, maybe beacuse we've lived too little time, the idea of two people that love each other and not being together is unaceptable, unthinkable. Our minds are programmed to think that if LOVE exists between them (and that if love exists) nothing is going to stop them from being together..and OBVIOUSLY they will NOT be better without each other. Is not logical. For our young and immature minds. Well, at least for mine, until now anyway. And it hurts just to think of it..that, sometimes we have to give up "love" for our own good and happiness (I have no idea of why love and happiness always go together, but I don't think love is necesary for there to be happiness). Maybe, though I love him, I don't need him. Maybe, what I need is MYSELF, my happiness and some peace. I will not have to worry with the tought the someone will take him away from me..cuz they can't take away something I don't have. Or that he will find someone better and prettier than me. Or that he doesn't think I'm THAT beatiful. I don't have to worry if he doesn't call me, or talk to me..and if he wants to be with other girl, I will do my best to ignore it and won't stop him..(:
What if I'm better by my own?
What if, even tough y loove him, I think bout me and..I realize that being alone and let that "love" fade away little by little is the best thing I can ever do?
What if I think of him and I realize he's sooo much better without my stupid and unnecesary talks and worries?

MAYBE I AM BETTER OFF THIS WAY.


[Our need to be with someone else is soo fuckin pathetic..]